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Minggu, 23 Desember 2018

Barzakh Poetry



 
LIVING IN BARZAKH POETRY


           




HERE THE DARKNESS, HERE NARROW
BLACK SOLD CLOSE ALL THE SIDE
NO SMELL, NO SOUND, NO LIGHT
ONLY ME WONDER ASK TO MY SELF

TIME JOURNEY BROUGHT  ME TO THE DEATH
FROM DAYS TO DAYS FROM MONTHS TO MONTHS
FROM YEARS TO YEARS THE DEATH ARRIVED
BUT THIS IS NOT THE END OF TRAVEL
HERE THE PLACE OF WAITING FOR THE NEXT TRIP

HERE PLACE WITHOUT TIME, WITHOUT AIR, WITHOUT FRIENDS
WITHOUT PROPERTY AND WITHOUT EVERYTHING
DOES MY LORD ACCEPT MY CHARITY ?
IS THERE A CHARITY WITH ME ?
WOULD MY GOD WILL BE GOOD TO ME?

I STILL REMEMBER HOW THE DEATH PROCESS
WHEN ANGEL TOOK MY SPIRIT
THE ANGEL OF DEATH HELD MY TOES
WHEN THE SPIRIT  CAME  OUT SLOWLY
I FELT VERY SICK
THE WHOLE BODY FELT FROZEN
I COULD  NOT SHOUT AND I COULD NOT CRY


MY SPIRIT CAME OUT OF THE BODY
THE PLACE I DID EVERYTHING
THE BODY THAT I PROTECTED AND I LOVE
MEANINGLESS AND USELESS NOW

I SAW THE PEOPLE AROUND ME
I HEARD THEIR LEMENTATION AND THEIR CRIED
I  BATHED AND I WAS PRAYED
PEOPLE DROVE ME TO A DARK AND NARROW PLACE

 
I AM IN THE GRAVE NOW
FACE QUESTIONS OF THE TWO ANGELS
HAVE I ALREADY  PREPARED THE ANSWERS ?
HAVE I ALREADY PREPARED MY SELF ?




THEN SOUNDED NOISE AT LEFT SIDE
HERE IS HELL WITH HEATING FIRE
EVERYTHING IN IT MADE FROM THE FIRE
THE DRINKS ARE EARNING OF THE FIRE
NO FOOD BESIDES THE THORNY TREE
IT DOES NOT MAKE FAT AND IT DOES NOT MAKE ENOUGH
NO FOOD IN THE LEAST
EXCEPT BLOOD AND PUS


DRINKING WATER MAKES THE INTESTINE BREAK
THEN THE INTESTINE  IS RETURNING LIKE THE FIRST
THEN THE WATER DRINK AGAIN AND AGAIN
THE INTESTINE BREAK AGAIN AND AGAIN TOO


IF THE DRINKS ARE CLOSED
THEN THE FACE BECOMES BURNED
HEAD SKIN PEELED OFF,UNTIL THE BRAIN BOILS
ALL PEOPLE HIT BY WHIP IRON


 NO DEATH IN HELL
IT’S THE RETURNING PLACE OF SINNERS
THAT IS THE END JOURNEY OF UNBELIVER
THAT IS THE CLEANING PLACE FOR IGNORE PEOPLE


THEN SOUNDED BIRDS VOICE AT THE RIGHT SIDE
IT’S  CALLED HEAVEN  WITH HIS PEACE
SOOTHE  EYESIGHT
ANYBODY SAFE FROM THE HELL AND GO TO HEAVEN
 THEY REALLY HAVE BEEN LUCKY
BUILDING IN ITS MADE OF GOLD AND SILVER
THE LAND IS FROM MISIC
THE WOOD IS MADE OF FROM GEMS AND YAQUT



 FEELS GOOD IN THERE, NO COMPLAINTS
NO HOPELSS, THE CLOTH IS NOT BROKEN
THE DRINKING WATER OF THE RIVER DOES NOT CHANGE ITS TASTE AND SMELL  
RED WINE RIVER THAT DOES NOT MAKE DRUNK

EVERY BODY SIT ON GOLD AND GEMS COTTAGE
THEY ARE AMONG THE YOUTH WHO NEVER GETS OLD
BY CARRYING GLASS CONTAINS OF DRINKS TAKEN FROM WATER FLOW
THEY NOT DIZZY AND THEY NOT DRUNK
FRUITS AND BIRD MEATS OF WHAT THEY CHOOSE.

NO NONSENSE IN THERE
THERE IS NO WORD FOR SIN
BUT THEY HEAR GREETING WORDS
THEY ARE IN JUJUBE TREE THAT NOT THORNY
BANANA TREE THAT A LOT OF FRUITS
A VERY WIDE SHADE ,WATER GUSHING
A LOT OF FRUITS AND SOFT MATTRESS TOO
NO DEATH IN THERE


IT IS THE PLACE OF THE FAITHFULL
IT IS THE END PLACE FOR SINCERE PEOPLE
PEOPLE WHO  ALWAYS REMEMBER WITH GOD AND THEIR DEATH


THIS PLACE BEGIN GET TO DARK AGAIN WITHOUT SOUND
I STILL ASK TO MYSELF
WHERE  IS MY PLACE LATER ?
IN HEAVEN OR IN HELL
WHAT WILL BE FELLING ON ME LATER?
BE PEACEFULL OR  BE MISERABLE


HERE IS BARZAKH THAT I EVER HEAR
FROM  GOD WORDS IN THE QUR'AN
FROM THE WORDS OF THE PROPHET
FROM PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND


LONG TIME PASSED IN THE DARKNESS
I DON’T KNOW HOW MANY YEARS AND HOW MANY CENTURIES
THE DARKNESS CLOSE MY SOUL
BECAUSE MY EYES AND MY EARS NOTHING ANYMORE
DESTROY WITH MY BODY THAT EATEN BY SOIL
BUT MY SOUL  SEEING, HEARING AND FEELING
ALL HAPPENED HERE


I GET OUT FROM THE EARTH
I SEE SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE STANDED
THEY LOOKING EACH OTHER WITHOUT WORDS
TOWARDS THE DIRECTION OF THE CALL


ALL HUMAN BEINGS CROWDED. JOSTLE
NO CLOTH ON THE BODY
THIS IS A GREAT DAY HAS BEEN PROMISED
THIS IS THE MAHSYAR FIELD
THE PLACE OF GATHER

NO I KNOW WHERE ARE MY PARENTS ?
NO I KNOW WHERE ARE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS ?
NO I KNOW WHERE IS MY SPOUSE ?
NO I KNOW WHERE ARE MY CHILDREN ?

ALL HUMANS WALK TO THE SAME DIRECTION
CROWD AND WALK SLOWLY
THE SUN IS APPROACHING HEAT THE AIR
SWEAT WATER FLOODS THE BODY AND SINKS IN IT

THIS IS A HEAVY DAY
THIS IS A TORMENT DAY
 THIS IS DAY WITHOUT WORDS
THIS IS A LONG DAY
THIS IS TIME  WHEN THE TOMB OPEN ON ITS OWN
THIS IS THE DAY EVERYTHING IS COUNTED
THIS IS DAY WHEN EVERYTHING IS AVANGED
THIS IS THE DAY THE OCEANS DRIED UP
THIS IS THE DAY WHEN STARS FALL STRAGGLE
THIS IS THE DAY SOUL MEET THE BODY
THIS IS THE DAY WITHOUT NOON,WITHOUT NIGHT,
WITHOUT FOOD,WITHOUT DRINK
EVERYONE  WILL KNOW WHAT HAS BEEN DONE AND WHAT IS IGNORED
NO SPEAKING AND NO QUESTIONS
NO SPEAKING AND NO QUESTIONS

DOES MY LORD ACCEPT MY CHARITY ?
IS THERE A CHARITY WITH ME ?
DOES MY GOD WILL BE GOOD TO ME ?
HAVE I ALREADY PREPARED THE ANSWERS ?
 HAVE I ALREADY PREPARED MY SELF ?
WHERE IS MY PLACE LATER ?
IS IT IN HEAVEN  OR IS IT IN HELL ?
WHAT WILL BE FEELING ON ME LATER ?
BE PEACEFUL  OR  BE MISERABLE
WHY DID  I NOT DO MUCH CHARITY?
WHERE DID I SPENT MY AGE?

I THOUGHT THE DEATH END EVERYTHING
THE TRUTH  MY LIFE IS A LONG DREAM
THE PLACE WHERE I ONCE CAME LIKE A DREAM
THE DAYS PASSED LIKE A DREAM
THE MONTHS PASSED LIKE A DREAM
THE YEARS PASSED LIKE A DREAM
EVERYTHING I DID LIKE A DREAM
DREAMS LIFE WILL BE GET REPRISAL
IN LIFE HEREAFTER


                                     AL GHASSIYAH

[88:1] Has not there come to you the news of the overwhelming calamity?
[88:2] (Some) faces on that day shall be downcast,
[88:3] Laboring, toiling,
[88:4] Entering into burning fire,
[88:5] Made to drink from a boiling spring
[88:6] They shall have no food but of thorns,
[88:7] Which will neither fatten nor avail against hunger.   




                                      AL HAAQAAH

[69:36] Nor any food except refuse,
[69:27] O would that it had made an end (of me):    




                                   AL INFITAAR

[82:1] When the heaven becomes cleft asunder,
[82:2] And when the stars become dispersed,
[82:3] And when the seas are made to flow forth,
[82:4] And when the graves are laid open,
[82:5] Every soul shall know what it has sent before and held back



                                              ALI IMRAN

[3:185] Every soul shall taste of death, and you shall only be paid fully your reward on the resurrection day; then whoever is removed far away from the fire and is made to enter the garden he indeed has attained the object; and the life of this world is nothing but a provision of vanities.




                                             AL WAAQIYAH

[56:15] On thrones decorated,
[56:16] Reclining on them, facing one another.
[56:17] Round about them shall go youths never altering in age,
[56:18] With goblets and ewers and a cup of pure drink;  
[56:19] They shall not be affected with headache thereby, nor shall they get exhausted,
[56:20] And fruits such as they choose,
[56:21] And the flesh of fowl such as they desire.

[56:25] They shall not hear therein vain or sinful discourse,
[56:26] Except the word peace, peace.
[56:27] And the companions of the right hand; how happy are the companions of the right hand!
[56:28] Amid thornless lote-trees,
[56:29] And banana-trees (with fruits), one above another.
[56:30] And extended shade,
[56:31] And water flowing constantly,
[56:32] And abundant fruit,
[56:33] Neither intercepted nor forbidden,
[56:34] And exalted thrones.